You don't know me,
you feel invinsible,
I can't trust you,
you know no end.
This kills me,
she hurt you bad,
I need you now,
should i stop my life?
You tell me no,
that you'd miss me,
I believe you,
till the next day in hell.
I wish you cared,
you say you do,
my life is a lie,
I hate my social mask.
It stops me from life,
or not in some cases,
I can't make up my mind,
It's an endless battle.
People are bitchy,
girls schools are full of crap,
judgemental and disgruntal,
can't i move?
They judge on looks,
nothing else,
purely useless stuff,
this is why i'm friendless.
I'm completely mislead,
guys treat me like a 'gi
You don't know me,
you feel invinsible,
I can't trust you,
you know no end.
This kills me,
she hurt you bad,
I need you now,
should i stop my life?
You tell me no,
that you'd miss me,
I believe you,
till the next day in hell.
I wish you cared,
you say you do,
my life is a lie,
I hate my social mask.
It stops me from life,
or not in some cases,
I can't make up my mind,
It's an endless battle.
People are bitchy,
girls schools are full of crap,
judgemental and disgruntal,
can't i move?
They judge on looks,
nothing else,
purely useless stuff,
this is why i'm friendless.
I'm completely mislead,
guys treat me like a 'gi
When I was five, my parents took me to the circus. Just like every child there, I watched the acrobats fly across the room. I promised my mother that I'd be able to fly one day. I'd be able to soar, and the freefall wouldn't scare me, not one bit.
When I was nine, my grandparents visited from the other side of the country. I met them at the airport, and decided I wanted to be a pilot. I wanted to see the world fall away from me, as I plummeted into the sky; the beautiful all-blue freedom. It fascinated me how something so beautiful couldn't be touched.
When I was thirteen, my friend had an accident. She was bungee jumping in South Africa, w
Hey All,
i Really havn't used DeviantArt much recently and when i came on today i had 53 messages which is more than my usual most of 5-8 so yeah, i havn't been on for awhile.
I was at the Lerdederg{i think i spelt it wrong} River yesterday for a picnic with youthgroup and i wandered off alone down to a quiet part of the river as i needed to pee and ended up staying there for ages taking pics so i will upload about 5 i think[maybe less] when i'm back at my dads house.
Anywho, i'm really not that exciting and i just thought i'd say Hi.
Love Rachxx
P.S i now have a sexxy little dread named harriet
P.P.S i'm addiced to little nifty crafty
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo. (maybe someday)
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (i have an idea it was cause of my boobs tho)
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.(i want to get my nose done)
[] I have